Turns out I had a decent reason to be scared that day.
Shame I did not have the sense to be. But now I have the answers I sought. Not a surprise, just a confirmation.
Now a new set of questions to plague, like an annoying itch one can not fully reach.
So to that end…. this thought———-
If I happen to wake up dead
please don’t be filled with dread.
Don’t be gloomy or sad
instead I want you all to be glad.
You see, for years I’ve dealt with all kinds of pains
now, finally, I’ve so much more to gain.
By waking up deak, I feel life just begins for me
for there is something I wish everyone here could see.
There is a better place ahead
I’ll be going to whether I die at work or in the bed.
A place of joy and no sorrows and no worry
a place of peace where there is no hurry.
So if I wake up dead and no more here will be seen,
just know I am busy praising my Lord, the King!